O Lord, you have searched me and known me. You know when I sit down and when I rise up; you discern my thoughts from far away. Ps. 139:1-2
We hide parts of ourselves, certain feelings and thoughts - from God, ourselves, and others. To be whole, we need to express our true selves before God! He already knows but He requires our trust in Him...that He will work it out, that it will look like the vision already shown you, that you will have peace and rest and be rewarded for your labor! He loves you and will bring you rest!
Let go and let God! Worry no more of this thing that is making you restless...God is already speaking over it...IT IS FINISHED!!